Ahhh it's September 26th. I feel like I've been at school forever and it's only been about a month. Wow.

This weekend has been alright; we won against Washington State - we didn't even let them get a single touchdown! But as the game neared its end and the evening started to fall, it got a lot colder outside and I think I got chilled by it... hopefully that's why I feel sort of crummy today. Blah I HATE feeling sick.

Mary, I hope your aunt is alright. I hope they caught it early. God, I hate cancer.

I feel like I'm reliving my freshman year homesickness... I can't wait to go home for break! I think it may be more about getting away from my roommate and also just going home and not having to do any work... I can sleep and eat good food and hang out with my family. Ah. I've been dreaming about it for a few weeks now... crazy.

So the autumn has arrived. I'm praying that this is truly my second to last hard winter ever. lol.

I think I'm going to New York again for Thanksgiving; at least, that's the tentative plan as of now. It's strange how I don't really realize that I'm not going to spend another Thanksgiving with my family until I'm 22. So weird. :-/

Annnnyway. I need to stop sitting around feeling like crap and get some work done.

Okay. So I'm going to write more often.

Today's a little better; I feel as if some of my initial anger has passed, yet at the same time I know that it's not dealt with, so it'll come back. Every little thing still irritates me, and I'm so nervous about ther rest of the year. How do you tell the person you live with that you're not sure you can live with them for another semester? And because of her boyfriend and their ridiculous talking habits and fighting? Ugh.

I'm still trying to figure out what the hell I'm going to do after graduation. Grad school? Nah. Law school? Maybe. Job? Maybe. Blah... sometimes becoming a homemaker doesn't sound half-bad. Well, maybe not the whole getting pregnant and having kids and chasing them all over the place part. *shrug*

Danielle, who's in Mexico this semester, will be in Houston for FOUR HOURS during my fall break... so I'm going to bring her to my house from the airport and we'll hang out for an hour or so... it'll be the only time I see her this semester, so I'm excited. I can't wait for a visit home. Sad, because I've only been here a month so far.

My dog is now taking car rides every evening with my mom. I love that.

Happy 19/12ths anniversary, John! (for those of you who hate fractions, that's 1yr, 7mos.)

I'm writing in here primarily because Mary asked me to.

Ah, life is so incredibly busy right now. It's scary to think that's it not even the middle of the semester yet and I'm already feeling swamped with things to do. Actually, I don't even know if that's my main issue right now. I get everything done, on time, and hopefully my tests will go well... it's other things, I guess.

Aside from the fact that it's still slightly weird to be here at ND without my usual group of friends, my living situation isn't exactly the best it could be, for various reasons. Right now I can hear gross chewing noises and I'm having a hard time not gagging. UGH. I wanna go home.

More later. No one reads this anyway.